Last post.

That will be the last time I ever mention love again in my posts. This is my last post here. Time to find myself again, and till then, goodbye.

You can try and fail to find my new blog.

Goodnight world.

2nd last post.

A response.

Goped online. some are mine.

Emo doesn't mean you cut.

Emo doesn't mean you're gay.
Emo doesn't mean you're lesbian.
Emo doesn't mean you're suicidal.
Emo is real.
Emo is people.
Emo is everything.
Emo is a label.
Emo is being free.
Free to be you.
Free to express.
Free to tell everyone to fuck off!!!
So don't hate me.
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I believe everything happens for a reason,
people change so u can learn to let go,
things go wrong so that you
appreciate then when they're right,
you believe lies so that eventually
you learn to trust no one but yourself,
and some good things fall apart
so better things can fall together

Boy-I Saw Her Today.
Girl-I Saw Him Today.
Boy-It Seems Like It's Been Forever
Girl-I Wonder If He Still Cares.
Boy-She Looks Better Then Before.
Girl-I Couldn't Stop Staring At Him.
Boy-I Asked How Things Are Going.
Girls-I Asked About His New Girlfriend.
Boy-I'd Pick Her Over Any Girl I'm With.
Girl-He's Probably Really Happy Now.
Boy-I Can't Even Look At Her Without Crying.
Girl-He Didn't Even Look At Me.
Boy-I Told Her I Missed Her.
Girl-He Didn't Even Mean It.
Boy-I Meant It.
Girl-He Doesn't Mean It.
Boy-I Love Her.
Girl-He Love His New Girlfriend.
Boy-I Held Her For The Last Time.
Girl-He Gave Me A Friendly Hug.
Boy-Then I Went Home And Cried.
Girl-Then I Went Home And Cried.
Boy-I Lost Her.
Girl-I Love Him.

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A man wants to be a woman's first love; A woman, his last.

To truly love and trust someone is to give them your heart knowing that they can break it.

To love is nothing...to be loved by someone is something...to be loved by the one you love is everything!!...and that is what I'm most afraid of now.

I don't miss you and you alone; I miss you and me together.

Love is not when the heart beats faster or fastest but when the heat beats no more yet the love is still there.

Loving is not the same as being with. It is seeing the one you love in love, happy, and wishing her the best.

The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right it will never hurt/you will never hit the ground!

When you love someone, only you can tell, but when you're in love with someone, everyone else can tell.

How can you be friends with someone if everytime you look at her, it makes you want her even more..

In my dreams everything is right, because in my dreams I'm with you tonight!

I want to be your nothing because I hear it lasts forever!

If you love someone do not take it for granted as they will not stick around forever just take a chance!

Either you love me or you don't, there is no maybe.

Before I met you I never knew what it was like to look at someone and smile for no reason.

If I had a rose for every time I thought of you, I'd be walking in a garden forever.

I can never put into words just how how much I love you so look into my eyes and let me show you.

Sometimes when I think of you it hurts me because I know that you're not thinking of me.

If only I could tell you how much I love you and how I really feel..

And it's not so bad that I give you hints...but it hurts that you still don't know how much I like you.

How can I, me, someone who has a full heart....feel as if it's so utterly empty...?

I felt like I was crying for no reason, but then I found out that the reason was you.

I wanna shake you to make you realize what you have in front of you; a boy who has made you his entire world.

It's the silent rejections that hurt the most.

If you love me, tell me.

If you miss me, call me.

If you want to be with me, then be with me.

If you need me, then you wouldn't still be with him.

My best dream doesnt compare to the day you expressed your love for me...My worst nightmare doesn't come close to the day you said it was gone.

It's just one of those days

Where I want to disappear,

To get away from everything

Because I hate my life here.

He looks outside the window while he's losing track of time...trying to find the reason not to cry tonight...

When I talk to you, I feel as if all my problems can just glide away...

The bond of two people in love cannot be broken; Bend it, Twist it, do what you will with it; If it is true love then the sun will rise another day.

Love is like the sun coming out of the clouds and warming your soul.

Love is like a mountain-hard to climb, but once you get to the top the view is beautiful.

Love that is true never grows old.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.

You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.

In true love, there is no mountain too high to climb. No river too wide to cross. And most of all, in true love there are no ends.

What is hard in being alone is not sadness or fear....But it's the fact that in billions of people in the world, ....no one even dared to be with you...

Love is like sex/a rumor...everyone talks about it but no one really knows.

Relationships are not about who you've known the longest...or who cared first or who cared best...it's all about who came and never left. The reason why it's hard to be happy is because...we find it hard to let go of the things that makes us sad...

One thng that is really hard is when, you want to ask one simple question, but you're so much more scared to hear the answer.

You can always close your eyes for the things you don't want to see...but you can never close your heart for the things you don't want to feel.

Fixing someone's broken heart is much more like treating sickness, no matter how hard you try, if you're not the medicine, you can never cure the pain.

If love fails, set yourself free...let your heart spread its wings and fly again.

Remember, you may find love and lose it. But when it dies, you never have to die with it.

Don't try because it's over...smile because it happened.

Sometimes, it is so hard to love someone...because you're afraid that you'll just lose them.

Seeing people who are together and holding hands...makes me wonder where mine is.

How could you ever understand someone when that person....never explains? ....sorry.

Peyton once said, "There's nothing wrong with believing in fairytales, because in the end, we'll all live in a happily-ever-after." However, she forgot one important detail...not everyone we fall in love with means it's a happily-ever-after story, most of the time it's just, ....once upon a time.

People were created to be loved, things were created to be used, (and I was created, just to love you.) The reason why the world is in chaos right now is because, things are being loved, and people are being used.

only the first few parts of this applies to me...really....or at least, i wish it did.

thanks crackers for the pic.

just fuck.fuck it all.

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I didn't want to admit it,

it was easier to lie,

and hide the hurt and emptiness,

to smile instead of cry.

amazing toes.and legs of cheryl.

courtesy of 雪儿。

 

as if the side view wasn't enuf. =.=

she had to take the bottom view too.

i lost my appetite.kns.think this is better than the no toenails one tho. i hv a hunch im gonna get smth....dun go to the trouble. :)

nevermind.

i wish....

46 only cmi alr.damn.

class gathering.end of story.

when loving doesnt mean being with that person-

went out wif dearest today.

she couldn't find me 'cuz I was hiding at bbq pits there,lol.

went mrt,changed sides,had korean icecream.same thing to say here: dun let ur husband be a korean one can alr :P

then go back J8 ntuc buy mushrooms (!)

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if me and her becomes real, crackers you must start believing, that deep down, it's not all bullshit. Cuz fairytales exist. Yours just have not started yet. (:

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zomg i slept from 6+ to 11.tmr class gathering,sure fail.i'll go n take pics to prove it.bb all im using old comp,nth to do for games.nies all!merry xmas!

i love heidi.

Person spent most time with outside for the month of December(and the hols):

Crackers!

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Merry X'mas all!

You and me. Me and you. We'll stay together, we'll stay true. (:

Every time I found the words to say
What I thought would make things okay
I kept it all inside
Slowly drowning in my pride
I never could admit my own mistakes
Some how I thought things would fall into place
And I made a change too late

Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go

Maybe I just thought I had you here
I thought that you would not go anywhere
I abused my position and I didn't care
And now that you no longer turn to me
And it seems that you got over me
I can hardly breathe
You no longer need me
I'm just sorry I found out late but all the choices I Made I thought of me
And not how it'd be to watch you walk away
I know I'll never make it right but everyday I try
In hopes you might come back you're where my heart's at
I have to find a way

Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go

And everytime I think of you
It's hard for me to think of what I can do
I used to have you here beside me
I just want you here beside me baby
How can the sun keep shinin'
When my whole body's cryin
I know I never told you why
I need you in my life

Ohohohooooo

Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go

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frens are 4eva,

boys r wateva....

only the ones that break your heart.

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Frank Sinatra - I'm Gonna Make It All The Way

I cried the day you left me and I still don't know what kept me
From jumping off the highest bridge I know.
My poor heart was breaking, I felt lower than a snake-in,
That is just about the lowest you can go.
I finally stopped my drinking, fell down and started thinking,
That it's no pay to relive yesterday.
I tried to hide my sorrow, started living for tomorrow,
I think I'm gonna make it all the way.
You hurt me and abused me, took advantage of and used me,
I swear it almost made a wreck of me.
When I needed your devotion, you were never in the notion
You were cold as any iceberg in the sea,
Love to you had lost its splendor, my pride went out the window,
When you left me, I kept begging you to stay.

But now my heart is healing, and I got a real good feeling,
I think I'm gonna make it all the way.
My troubles came in bunches, I kept rolling with the punches,
You'd shoot me down and I'd get back again.
I tried to be your lover, in no time I did discover
Your loving cup was not for me to win.
Your kisses weren't the same but I kept kinda fan the flame,
Till I just couldn't take another day,
You can't blame me for trying, now I stopped my crying,
I think I'm gonna make it all the way.
I tried my best to take it, but my smiling face didn't make it,
'Cause in my heart, I knew there was no hope,
Each place reminded me of the memories of your love,
I've come right to the end of my rope.
That's when I met my new friend, she's just as much a true friend,
Treats me like a lover here to stay.
And it's working out so well now, you can go to hell now.
This time I'm gonna make it all the way.
Yes, this time I'll make it all the way.
Yes. I think I'm gonna make it all the way,
Baby, get out of my way.

look at sidebar link>

'Cause the spaces between my fingers,

Are right where yours fit perfectly.

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went out with Mrs Vain.

Her Royal Majesty Crackers姐姐！

<3>

k gtg blog latr.

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title and format is goped.thx crackers.

cheryl the best, without the es and add in the iich ;)

if there's someone btr, please. go for him.

u oni deserve the best.

:)

so many ways this could mean...

"Keep Holding On"

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Keep holding on
Keep holding on

There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

curse l4d2 and download managers.

CB has 3 meanings.

chery the best.

chiobu.

chib-

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coporate crime bureau nearly cuts it, too.awts.

i wan freedom.

每一个女孩都是一个天使. 当她落下第一滴眼泪时, 上帝就回收她的翅膀. 所以世间上的男孩都应该知道, 当你面前的女孩为你落下第一滴泪时, 她已经为了你放弃整个天堂.

-from a msn contact's pm.

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i rather nt make any1 cry.tears of laughter mebbe?

wat if a girl was whacked damn pain and then cry?counted meh?ok im tinking randomly lols.too cranky alr see the time.nites all.yay l4d2 is downloading NOW!MUAHAHAH

im ok,im fine.

and when guys say they're fine, they mean it.

:P

<3>

:)

sobs.

http://www.hachettebookgroup.com/features/patrickmcdonnell/book-south.html

watch the vid inside.

我可以，陪你去看星星~

I wonder hw we can survive, this romance......bt in the end if im wif u,i'll take the chance...

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I can see the pain living in your eyes 
And I know how hard you try 
You deserve to have much more 
I can feel your heart and I simpathize 
And I'll never criticize 
All you've ever meant to my life 


I don't want to let you down 
I don't want to lead you on 
i don't want to hold you back 
From where you might belong 


You would never ask me why 
My heart is so disguised 
I just can't live a lie anymore 
I would rather hurt myself 
Than to ever make you cry 
There's nothing left to say but goodbye 


You deserve the chance at the kind of love 
I'm not sure i'm worthy of 
Losing you is painful to me 


I don't want to let you down 
I don't want to lead you on 
i don't want to hold you back 
From where you might belong 


You would never ask me why 
My heart is so disguised 
I just can't live a lie anymore 
I would rather hurt myself 
Than to ever make you cry 
There's nothing left to say but goodbye 


You would never ask me why 
My heart is so disguised 
I just can't live a lie anymore 
I would rather hurt myself 
Than to ever make you cry 
There's nothing left to try 
Though it's gonna hurt us both 
There's no other way than to say goodbye

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You touched my life
With the softness in the night
My wish was your command
Until you ran out of love

I tell myself Im free
Got the chance of livin just for me
No need to hurry home
Now that youre gone

CHORUS:
Knife
Cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal
Im so deeply wounded
Knife
Cuts like a knife
You cut away the heart of my life

When I pretend
Wear a smile to fool my dearest friends
I wonder if they know
Its just a show

Im on a stage
Day and night I go through my charades
But how can I disguise
Whats in my eyes

CHORUS

Oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh

Ive tried and tried
Blocking out the pain I feel inside
The pain of wanting you
Wanting you

Knife
Cuts like a knife
How will I ever heal
Im so deeply wounded
[2X] 

You cut away the heart
Of my life

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Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice, on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
how can we say forever

(chorus)
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all The times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh can't you see it baby,
You've got me going crazy

(chorus)

I wonder how we can survive, this romance
But in the end if I'm with you, I'll take the chance

Oh you can't see it baby
You've got me going crazy

(chorus)

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在月下等待在夜里徘徊
任思念夜空蔓延
我独自呼唤你的归来
在被黎明唤醒前
拥抱着梦中的你
如此沉醉你的爱
大海的尽头有我的等候
你在何处在为谁停留
心碎的时候有你的守候
付出所有我都承受
爱何时回到我身边
相信我
用我的爱来感动你
baby baby 

黑夜的远去就像你
留下我孤单身影
我不停寻找爱的痕迹
在一切被终结前
我深深体会孤独
等待黑夜的侵袭

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寄没有地址的信  
这样的情绪有种距离  
你放着谁的歌曲  
是怎样的心情  
能不能说给我听  
雨下得好安静  
是不是你偷偷在哭泣  
幸福它真的不容易  
在你的背景有我爱你  
我可以陪你去看星星  
不用再多说明  
我就要和你在一起  
我不想又再一次和你分离  
我多么想每一次的美丽  
是因为你 

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teach me to forget.

i nid cocktails.or at least mocktails.they rock.

Cheryl raped my phone and mp3.
really.

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the blood is proof of that. if u noe wat im talking abt, ur sick lyk me :P

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if ur cheryl, get OUTTA MY BLOG!!!! U NOT SUPPOSED TO FIND IT!!!!

;)

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go play l4d now.nites all.i nid to DL l4d2 too.zzz.

i willz not speakz likezz riz lowz.

1. GOGOGO!

2. YAYAYA!

3. I DON'T KNOW!

4. OH!

5. GO AND DIE! MEAN EVIL PERSON!

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evil little freak = elf.

LMAO.bestest fun i had in a while.

i need to get my psych back.going crazy.

1. i broke my personal promise to not- .

2. I NEED TO solve my twitter note to selfs.

3. time to get emoblog.mebbe lj or wp.

4. sleepy.but imma play first.

5. i am going to get a knife and bring it with me wherever i go.

tmr chiong hwrk with her.

http://traumatisedchildhood.blogspot.com

my fav quotes.

whoooo emo ftw. 

;)

Cheryl Er The Dancer Who Disgustingly Broke Both Her Toenails.

guess what im known as?

.....

Nigel Ng The Guy Who Is Too Free.

nvms tho, the person who called me this srsly helped make this hol the most unforgettable one. and dats btr than the original most boring one.

rawr everyday go out eat out left make out hvnt do oni lols.

let's see.....

1. I gone mad. sht.

2. Needs some serious psych help.

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rawrrr.

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Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

Remember the first time we met
You was at the mall wit yo friend
I was scared to approach ya
But then you came closer
Hopin´ you would give me a chance

Who would have ever knew
That we would ever be more than friends
We´re real worldwide breakin all the rules
She like a song played again and again

That girl like somethin off a poster
That girl is a dime they say
That girl is a gun to my holster
She´s runnin through my mind all day ay

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

See you been all around the globe
Not once did you leave my mind
We talk on the phone from night til the morn
Girl you really change my life
Doin things I never do
I´m in the kitchen cookin things she likes

We´re real worldwide breakin all the rules
Someday I wanna make you my wife
That girl like somethin off a poster
That girl is a dime they say
That girl is the gun to my holster
She´s runnin through my mind all day ay

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

I can be your melody
Oh, girl I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let´s sing with me
Ay I can be your melody
Oh, girl I could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let´s sing with me

Ay na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Shawty got me singin
Na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na
Now she got me singin

Shawty´s like a melody in my head
That I can´t keep out
Got me singin´ like
Na na na na everyday
It´s like my iPod stuck on replay replay-ay-ay-ay (2x)

keep *********,****** are for living.

gotta admit i missed out the brave part until i finished the cutid.

fuck my parents' rules of offing comp b4 midnight.tmr im (YAY...or maybe not.) meeting a scammer who broke both toenails b4...disgustingly.

maybe i wont sleep later.maybe i will.

g'nite all.

ps/thot patrick was a boy.wtf.had to photoshop free transform zoom to find out i was wrong.  

T_T

i 4got all abt that. (wow longest word has 3 letters.i rock.)

wtp.

dno hw i shd fl nw.

watching others having lives.

decides to mug.

you're back.

YAY~

misses my dear

<3

tmr~~~~

cant wait.

it's the end of the world.

I remember the times we spent together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And I used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seen in
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus
And how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad
Sometimes not having you here
I sing

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I sing
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight...
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I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you
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Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone
=
My love, my love

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

Baby, you're my shooting star
Ride with me and I'll take you far
Explore the world, and back around
You lift me up, and you hold me down (you hold the crown)
And you make this team
There's no couple like this, king & queen
There's no other couple like, you & me
You're the girl of my dreams, my everything
I love this feelin, your love is healin
I need it, I breathe it
No way I'd ever leave it
I'm so into you, don't what I'd do
Your love is so true
It's just me & my boo

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

I never thought I'd find another love like this
I'll never forget the first time we kissed (we kissed)
Your body against mine
The touch of your skin, your lips
Such a beautiful kiss (such a beautiful kiss)

My l-o-v-e, she elevate me
She fly & so free, was blind now I see
And without her, now what would I be
Not what I am, but I'd still be a g
I'd still be hype, I'd still shine bright
But who'd be there to hold me so tight
Who'd be there when it's lonely at night
My wife, so right, the love of my life

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

We're so picture perfect, I can't imagine
My life without you (l-o-v-e)
It's like I'm floatin on air, whenever you're here
Baby come with me and I'll take you there

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e
L-o-v-e, l-o-v-e
L-o-v-e, l-o-v-e

She's so sexy, so cool
She's the baddest girl I seen
I'm wonderin why
I only see her in my dreams
The love of my life,
She's the only one for me
My l-o-v-e, oh my l-o-v-e
(Oh my l-o-v-e)
=



Skeeter Davis - The End of the World.




Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me any more

Why do the birds go on singing
Why do the stars glow above
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when I lost your love

I wake up in the morning and I wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does

Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye

Why does my heart go on beating
Why do these eyes of mine cry
Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye

You sounded the Hunter's Horn....

http://www.4shared.com/file/168094605/c08b8ea8/yichun.html

anyth i say inside it is a joke,so pls dun sue me :O

time for icecweam and movie.i eat when im pissed. or bored. lucky i dun get fat easily(if at all).no offence intended, :PPP

i changed my blog title.

i wont (dare) break ur heart. 

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yea i realised it then.nv tell u :P

hiedi. (:

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a small girl on a bike wif her mom juz called me korkor as she went past today.i was too stunned to say meimei back.damn!

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lets hope ur mom dunno ur blog :P

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tonight imma sleep damn early. compared to usual, dat is.cuz im guai ma.lmao.tmr i go out whole day IF i can wake up early o.O

RAWR. I cant sing for nuts la. breaking voice. -.- bb all.

i dun wan u cry lehh :P

when the curtain falls, the facade is gone.

lucky it's nt like 4 yrs ago.....bt im still uncertain...

*sigh*      X999999999999

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ok,back to chasing other guys away frm moi gf....serious. 

oops ps paiseh shiyin jz nw was mapling....nv c ur msg. jz ignore at lame guy,n any1 who bothers u,i'll settle 'em meself   ;D

nitesszz.mz sleep early 2nite.tak boleh tahan alr. :/

when we finally, inevitably, meet-

jaslyn is hawt.so is christina

ROAR! hormones racing at the speed of light~~

;P

just daydreaming....paiseh :P

i feel like Ginny, and you are Harry Potter, and this is before we finally get tgt....

sleeping at 6.05am and latr again...kailin got me addicted to maplesea, damn.

bt im damn smart (hehe), i fixed a common error by myself which no one cld fix online,and im nt gna share wif dem....hehehe.and (of course!) i downloaded hacks, so leveling up is not a problem,im gna own the game.bt now, i sleep. sht la i shld disable access to one webpage, it keeps bothering me. fk.fk.fkkkkk.

nites all~.

or, good morning heidi dear <3 i noe you wake up early even in hols o.O

201st post.

amazing.imma sleep now.nites all
:/
i so own in mousehunt now.hehe.
5:44AM.
g'night.

200th post

i didnt sleep again.probably gna drop into bed ltr, and wake up jz in time to go grandparents' place.
maybe i go bball after i come back. try to not use comp.TRY....
good morning everyone~~ lols

original date started: 01/10/09 1:47AM fuck this incomplete shit,i'll jz publish n ignore it.

to the one im reminded of everytime i look out of my window and see the one and only bright star shining with hope, with faith.

=

Looking at your picture 
from when we first met 
You gave me a smile 
that I could never forget 
And nothing I could do 
Could protect me from you 
that night 

Wrapped around your finger, 
always on my mind 
The days would blend 
'cause we stayed up all night 
Yeah, you and I were, 
everything, everything to me 

I just want you to know 
That I've been fighting to let you go 
Some days I make it through 
And then there's nights that never end 

I wish that I could believe 
That there's a day you'll come back to me But still I have to say 
I would do it all again 
Just want you to know 

All the doors are closing, 
I'm trying to move ahead 
And deep inside 
I wish it's me instead 
My dreams are empty 
from the day 
The day you slipped away 

And I just want you to know 
That I've been fighting to let you go (oh) Some days I make it through 
And then there's nights that never end 

I wish that I could believe 
That theres a day you'll come back to me 
But still I have to say (yeah) 
I would do it all again 
Just want you to know 

That since I lost you 
I lost myself (oh) 
No I can't fake it 
There's no one else 

So I just want you to know 
That I've been fighting to let you go 
Some days I make it through 
And then there's nights that never end 

I wish that I could believe 
That there's a day you'll come back to me (back to me) 
But still I have to say (I have to say) 
I would do it all again (do it all again) 

I just want you to know ('cause I've been fighting) 
That I've been fighting to let you go (oh) Some days I make it through (and then there's) 
And then there's nights that never end 

I wish that I could believe (yeah) 
That there's a day you'll come back to me (but still) 
But still I have to say (I have to say) 
I would do it all again 
Just want you to know

=

When I first saw you, I saw love.
And the first time you touched me, I felt love.
And after all this time, you're still the one I love.

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We mighta took the long way
We knew we'd get there someday

Bridge:
They said, I bet they'll never make it
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

Chorus:
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Ain't nothin' better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missin'

Bridge:
They said, I bet they'll never make it
But just look at us holding on
We're still together still going strong

Chorus:
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

Chorus:
(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss good night

I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby

=

I'm hot, you're cold
You go around like you know
Who I am, but you don't
You've got me on my toes

I'm slippin' into the lava
And I'm tryin' keep from goin' under
Baby, who turned the temperature hotter?
'Cause I'm burnin' up, burnin' up for you baby
C'mon girl

I fell so fast
Can't hold myself back
High heels, red dress
All by yourself, gotta catch my breath

I'm slippin' into the lava
And I'm tryin' keep from goin' under
Baby, who turned the temperature hotter?
'Cause I'm burnin' up, burnin' up for you baby

Walk in the room all I can see is you
Oh, you're starin' me down I know you feel it too

I'm slippin' into the lava
And I'm tryin' keep from goin' under
Baby, who turned the temperature hotter?
'Cause I'm burnin' up, burnin' up for you baby

Slippin' into the lava
And I'm tryin' keep from goin' under
Baby, who turned the temperature hotter?
'Cause I'm burnin' up, burnin' up for you baby

Yo, we're burnin' up in this place tonight
Your Brothers sing it loud and we're feelin' right
Get up and dance, don't try and fight it
Big Rob is for real and that's no lie

Stop, drop and roll and touch your toes
It keeps on burnin' up, more and more
I got JB with me playin' it down
Come on boys, let's bring the chorus around

I'm slippin' into the lava
And I'm tryin' keep from goin' under
Baby, who turned the temperature hotter?
'Cause I'm burnin' up, burnin' up for you baby
Burnin' up, burnin' up for you baby

=

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you 
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone, 
Girl you could have stayed 
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me? 
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, you're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just, just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it won't be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting. you led to this song.eventually it led back to you. life, huh?

=

When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Well you showed me how it feels
To feel the sky within my reach
And I always will remember all
The strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me (You were right there for me)
You were right there for me
For always

In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

There you'll be

=

This is the clock upon the wall
This is the story of us all
This is the first sound of a newborn child,
Before he starts to crawl
This is the war that’s never won
This is a soldier and his gun
This is the mother waiting by the phone,
Praying for her son

(Chorus)
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

There is a drug that cures it all
Blocked by the governmental wall
We are the scientists inside the lab,
Just waiting for the call
This earthquake weather has got me shaking inside
I'm high up and dry

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

Confess to me, every secret moment
Every stolen promise you believed
Confess to me, all that lies between us
All that lies between you and me

We are the boxers in the ring
We are the bells that never sing
There is a title we can't win no matter
How hard we might swing

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we used to be

Pictures of you, pictures of me
Hung upon your wall for the world to see
Pictures of you, pictures of me
Remind us all of what we could have been

=

she looked out the window 
and she saw a million stars shine upon the house she sits in
searching through her memory
and she saw a little girl crying alone in the dark
she looked out the window 
and she saw a naked man dying in the sunset

her eyes were shining like stars
and the sky was falling
while she was crying
before he died
how she tried to make things right

she looked out of the window 
and she saw a lonely bird flying away from love lost
searching through her memory
and she saw a pair of eyes peering into solitude
she looked out of the window
and she saw a pair of hands holding her future

her eyes were shining like the stars
and the sky was falling
while she was crying 
before he died
how she tried to make things right

what did she see you ask me
i couldn't understand the tongue she spoke
when i found her
wild was her hair in the night
in the night

her eyes were shining like stars
and the sky was falling
while she was crying
before he died
how she tried to make things right

she looked out of the window

=

memories are all i have left. so let's go make more.

my friends at surabaya.
cynthia,randomguy,cindy,herlena,randomguy2,me,adrian.
<3 them all.
i gna stay thr for 1 yr after i grw up. watch me.
damn high quality pic,thx to my tcher's imba cam.

No need to walk around.Just find someplace and sit and talk and I feel like I'm the luckiest guy in the world liaos. (:

sleep wif u?  

:P

go some bench outside sleep.that is so cool. ;)

ROAR.tmr go home sleep like pig. then.....stone unless im meeting my dear.  (:

REST=talking to me darlingx  (:

我爱你！！！~

nites. hahas  ^.^

sialah.no sleep my heart will beat irregularly,cant tahan stress sia. :/

when u say ppl ass u very cute leh.  :D

like......YOU ASS!

hahhahas

;D

<3>

some ppl are just not worth it,ya? (: smile. ILY!

RUBBISH.is he nt gd enuf for u. n hes noob, dno how chase girl :P

whr got liddat str8 away ask one? muz get to know slooowwwllyyyy....lyk u n me ^^

not that im expert....ur my first one (:

camp in sch ROCKS!!!comp non stop slack i LOVE NPCC~~~~ senioryears FTFW~! hehehehheheh~~~

I love Mrs Vain. She lights my day up with her words. GGfied, i fall completely for her liaos. eeks!